2013.05.21 i'm still ALIVE~!!!

SURPRISED~!!!!

i'm back~...!!!well, at least for today..

and see..

this guy here gives a F*ck so i'm gonna continue on with my post for today..

don't worry..

i'll not swear anyone in this post..

maybe..

i don't know..

try reading this and see if i use it or not..

swear words that is..

ahahahaha

so..

i've finished watching LAST HOPE drama..

it is a JDRAMA..

see poster below..

here i'm gonna make full use of this post to say about my feelings for this drama..

I frakking LOVE it~!!!

it's a  very good drama..

it was actually aired much earlier this year but i've only got the time to watch it all recently..

*well, in fact the past sunday, i spent most of my time doing a marathon of watching the first 6 episodes of it*

XDDD

yup~!!! to me it is that addictive..

i am kind of disappointed with the ending tough..

cliffhangers~!!!

i totally hate that..

but it kind of giving me hope that there will be a second season to it or something..

oh i hope there is..

the thing is..

i'm kind of disappointed with the others reaction regarding this drama..

i don't know why they are making so many negative comments about it..

due to all the comments made, the drama somehow got underrated..

it was a very good drama..

it worth every second of my viewing time..

i really recommend for those who have not watch this drama to watch it..

don't listen to the negative comments and enjoy the drama at your own time..

you'll then realized that it IS a GOOD drama..

and there's a catch..

you'll get to see this handsome boy here..

he's playing the lead role..

i think..

cause the story in the drama focused on the other doctors too so his story is more like in the cliffhanger state..

oh and did i mention that he is on of the member of ARASHI?

yup he is..

his name is AIBA MASAKI and in the drama he is playing as HATANO TAKUMI sensei..

and he's my niiban..^_^ <3

rest assured that my comments on the drama is not clouded by the fact that he's my niiban..

i totally like the drama for it story and well all of it..

so plez...plez...plez...

STOP with all the negative comments about the drama..

try to help promote it instead cause it really is worth trying..

that's all for today..

thank you~!!!

A/N: gifs and pics are not mine..still haven't got the time YET~!!!ahahahaha XD

2013.05.15 English Day Program at Astin College

i went to the program today..(see title)

as one of the facilitator for group TEN (10)..

let me say this...

i KNOW that i am NOT the leader of the facilitator for group 10..

my leader is a woman and there's another one guy and there's ME, so in total there are three facilitators in group 10..

on the meeting night before the program that is on the next day, we met and i suggest that we should each be responsible for one LDK..

and their response was like urmm, yeah, ok, that''s a good idea..

so at the program i handled the ICE BREAKING session and the activities for LDK 3 for group 10..

i don't want to comment much about how the other facis are handling their LDK but if i have to put it in one word, TERRIBLE..

actually it was OK and i think it is rated OK because of me..

i'm NOT trying to brag but that's what i thought of the LDK they've conducted..

it would TOTALLY be terrible IF not because of me..

the thing is..

i realized that through the whole day of the program, i spoke A LOT and in fact i spoke  A LOT MORE that the participants did..

i actually realized this fact and was planning to say my sorrys  at the my end speech but the other faci (guy) was doing his own ending speech before me and he complaint that i talked too much..

he also said that he did not see much participation from others and it was only me who are speaking in the LDK i conducted..

he said that due to my EXCESSIVE talking, the others become unable to speak or more like i did not allow them (the participants) to speak at all..

this is NOT TRUE..!!!

IT IS A BIG FAT LIE~!!!

well now let me give you guys the full view of the situation..

i DID talked a lot during the program..

that is because the group i'm in charged of are kind of passive or maybe just shy..

i DID try to make them join in to do the activities..

but they would just have a long 'ummmmm' time or rather wait until i say 'it's ok and next~!!!'..

i am concerned about the time spend for the LDK parts that's why when the participants are having a bit too much of their 'ummmmm' time, i spoke up to help the activity move on..

i DID NOT refrain them from speaking instead i was working into pushing them to speak..

i thought that maybe they don't have an idea so i fed them with some ideas of my own and some did give feedbacks although not as a good as i thought it would be..

but still they had got something FROM ME..

i want them to get something from the activities done so i SPOKE UP...!!!

DAMMIT~!!!!

it not like i'm that fond of speaking in the public OK~!!!!

i was just trying to lift up their spirits and do a proper job as their faci..

so i tend to be the clown for most the time..

but in the end they did confessed to me that they had a great time and did get something good from me..

the things here is that DOUCHE-BAG, that little piece of SHIT just had to complaint about me in front of the participants..

that is totally UNPROFESSIONAL...

if you got something to say to me say it to my face..

*oh yeah who am i kidding right?! neither of them actually say anything of worth to me or look at my face properly through the whole program..they even ignored my questions and all of a sudden 'IT'S BECAUSE SHE TALKED TOO MUCH THAT THE ACTIVITIES ARE NON-PRODUCTIVE'..*

WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM MAN?!!!

JUST SAY IT TO MY FACE!!! NOT TO THE OTHERS..

AND LET ME SAY THIS TO BOTH OF THE OTHER FACIS IN MY GROUP..

YOU GUYS SUCKS..

YOU (WOMAN) STOP TALKING ONLY TO THE GUY IF YOU GOT QUESTIONS..

ASK ME INSTEAD..

I WAS THE ONE WHO WERE HOLDING ON TO THE TENTATIVE PAPER WHEN YOU WERE LATE ON THE FIRST MEETING!!!

SO I KNOW MORE AND AM MUCH MORE CLEAR ON WHAT TO DO!!!

I'M NOT A FREAKING DUMMY OK BUT YOU DID MAKE ME LOOK LIKE ONE..

SO, THANK YOU VERY MUCH BITCH!!!

AND FYI, I DON'T SEE AN OUNCE OF LEADERSHIP ABILITY IN YOU..

I KNOW IT'S NOT FAIR FOR ME TO JUDGE HER ABILITY FROM JUST ONE ENCOUNTER BUT SHE TOTALLY FAILED AS A LEADER THIS TIME AROUND..

AND TO THE GUY WITH 'SMALL DICK' OR NO 'DICK' AT ALL, WOULD YOU THINK YOUR URMMMMM AND YEAH~ WOULD KEEP THE PROGRAM RUNNING FOR THE WHOLE DAY?!

NO, I DON'T THINK SO..

I HATE BOTH OF YOU (WOMAN AND GUY) BUT SOMEHOW, I HATE YOU MORE DUDE FOR DISGRACING MY FACE..

IT'S MUCH BETTER IF YOU TAKE PRAGMATICS CLASS AND LEARN MORE ABOUT 'POLITENESS' WITH DR.CYNTHIA YOU SCUM..

I GIVE YOU A JOB WELL DONE TO HAVE MADE ME THIS AGITATED..

*REALLY, A BIG CLAP FOR THIS DOUCHE-BAG OVER HERE..*

oh and by the way..

you said my ldk part sucks?!

remember the magical moment when the mc at last talked about the 'shake shake leg' part?

yeah that was during my ldk part you MORON~!!!

i did talk much but i also did a miracle in making the guy who the mc claimed did not speak in english at all in class to actually join in into the discussion during my ldk you piece of garbage~!!!

i am not sorry for my language in writing this post..

NOT EVEN AN OUNCE~!!!

you (guy) should drop this course quickly because you HAVE NO sense of professionalism..

or just don't bother coming to this kind of program in the future..

the both of you and since you (woman) doesn't know how to be a leader to others then don't EVER take up the responsibility to be a leader..

your ship will sink, your company will go bankrupt and you will just bring failure to those under you so please don't bother ok..

that's all..

bye guys...

i'm out...

2013.05.09 i'm such a lazy BUM..huhu

i did NOT go home during the election day..

so, i did NOT participate(?) in the election..

i did NOT even update my blog..

like i said..

LAZY..

hihi

but that's like past day's stories..

so, WATEVA~!!!

>.<"

today, i've watched ARAFES concert dear miss Iffah...

and another thing..

THIS...

(see the writing in red?)

is NOT my doing..

i'm not even sure which effa done this..

hehe

that's all..

tata and good nite..

(^_^)

A/N: pic and gif are not mine..

2013.05.03 two more days to go..

hello~~~~~ THERE~!!!!

hihi

so two more days to go before election day..

and today, i'm going home for that purpose..

there's no class today so i'm home all day waiting before i can just rush out the door and...

~zoom~

to KL Central...

ahahaha

i don't know why but my post today sounds kind of cheery nee..

oh well..

guess my meter is on the 'crazy' happy mode or something..

hehe

>//<

i won't be able to post on this weekend and on the upcoming monday..

i will only be in Shah Alam on tuesday..

so do excuse me..

and DON'T miss me..

or rather i would miss you guys (?)..

meh~..

who are these 'you guys' by the way..

so, tata for now..

^_~

A/N: gifs are not mine..

2013.05.02 would be a busy month.. i think.. ~.~''

Hi everyone..

in today's classes, assignments were submitted..

but that does not mean that there are no more assignments..

there are quite plenty of it left..

oh well..

just gotta do it i guess..

so speaking of this month, there'll be a lot of breaks coming up..

Election breaks and gawai breaks..

gosh~..

i'm not that thrilled with these breaks..

leaving the breaks aside, i think this month will be packed with activities for me..

Well,

i'm planning to go for the team building camp..

i've signed up but am still not sure of the status..

and i also signed up to join in becoming a mentor for this one program by APPLES..

and also am not sure of the status either..

also my faculty (APB) held a competition (?)..

there are lyric writing, short story writing, and there are many more..

but these two (lyric and short story writing) are the ones i'm interested in participating..

though there'll be a need to pay a fee for each entry, i think i'll submit some of my works..

who knows i will get recognized through this..

hihi.. >.<

so i'm still here today..

that means i'm going home tomorrow..

by train of course..

i haven't bought my ticket yet (as per normal)..

so if i can't get tickets tomorrow, then i'll just do this..

hahahaha

i didn't expect that either..

anyway i'll be going home to do my part as an eligible voter..

yes, i am above 21 years old and had already registered last year..

so i'll be coming back on tuesday next week..

sorry that in the period of me going back to my home town, i would not be able to post anything..

i got no connection to the internet..

or i'll try and do something to 'GET' internet connection at home..

will see how it goes..

huhu

that's all for today..

have a great holiday guys..

A/N: gifs are not mine..

2013.05.01 Labour Day.. >.<"

Today is a holiday...

yahoo~!!!

ehehehe..

so..

today..

i went grocery shopping..!!!

i woke up quite early today too..

and after i've finished with my shopping, i went back and stare at the walls..

i really did..

but you know..

the day dreaming kind of way..

not like i have the objective of wanting to make a hole through the wall by staring hard at it..

hihi >//<

and whilst staring at the wall, suddenly my phone rang and turn out it's a call..

well, the call acts as a reminder to me to go and do my work..

so..

i did..

i did my work already..

since today is the 1st of may, i've changed my blog's appearance yet again..

i even change the head image for my blog too..

the old pic is nice but looks kinda pale when compared to the new setting so yeah, i changed it..

i'll stop here today..

but before i go and do 'silly' stuffs, i want to present to you guys a gif of a dancing horse..

sorry the quality is bad but..

well..

no excuse..

ahahahaha

bye2~!!!

A/N: gifs are not mine..

2013.04.30 ...

hi~ everyone..

..there's a test for ALS 422 class today..

..tomorrow there'll be no class coz it's labour's day..

..annnndddddd i got nothing else to share..

>//<"

..so, enjoy this picture of a mochi-like character..

..no, reason really..

..it's just cute and looks kinda high..

..tehee..

..that's all..

..Bye2..

(^_~)

A/N: pic is not mine.. my 'kouhai' from my previous work send it to me..cute nee..dunno where she got it though.. XD

2013.04.29 That was kind of fortunate... :D

OM NOM NOM NOM~... 

tehee.. XD

Hello everyone..

yes,i'm back..

sorry that i was indulging myself with holiday time that i didn't post anything since monday last week..

i'm not gonna make any excuses..

but truth be told, i just lost all connection to the internet..

my house doesn't have a modem or wifi or anything..

YUP~!!!

my life is that sad..

in others' eyes that is..

i don't really mind not having internet when i don't really have any use of it though..

muahaha..

ok, so..

class starts today~!!!

dunno why my tension is still this high and so don't ask..heheh

got more assignments to do..

yeay (?) too (?).. o.O??

but i've dealt with one assignment and Dr. Paramjeet approved it..

i'm not even sure that she would accept it but she did so yeah..

fortunate in that i guess..

oh n there's a test tomorrow..

everyone shocked~!!!

+ panicked mode or whateva but..

chill~..

the test is only for those who are repeating ALS 422's class only..

so i GOT to STUDY~...

another yeay (?) i guess..

wohoo~..

yesterday Dr. O sms me and said that he is marking the assignment..

he told me that he checked my cd but there's NO content in it..

and i was like..

WUT~?!!

i rushed to his office and got everything settled..

so that's it..

all is well..i hope so.. 

there'll be no class this wednesday..

and everyone is so happy about it, so i might just join them in celebrating it too..

but the truth is, i HATE holidays..

it's coz i don't know what to do on that day..

no class is not really a good thing..

it messes up my study mode cycle..

so maybe i'll just be at a corner somewhere doing this,

or actually starts on doing my assignments..

will see on how to deal with that..

so i did become productive during the holidays..

i might share what i did here..

some other time maybe..

hihi

not teasing..just being the lazy me..

but some of the things i've done are writing lyrics, stories(fanfics), and a video i recorded myself..

not gonna share the video though..

unless..

someone requests for it..

*keep dreaming coz NO ONE WILL~!!!*

hehe..

that's all for now..

wanna see the continuation of the earliest gif??

here it is..

STAHP~..

RAWR~..

*YAWN (?)*

or wateva..

i don't talk bunny's ok.. >.<

so, toodles~..

A/N: total gifs used = six..andddd NONE of it is mine..hihi

2013.04.21 FURUSATO~.. (^_^)

hi, minna~!!!

so 'furusato'..

it's a Japanese word..

it means 'hometown'..

and yes, i'm back in my hometown already..

yeay (?)...

so you asked why the question mark??

well, i'm just not sure whether i'm ACTUALLY happy to be home..

a LOT of things had happen today..

most of it, are stories i listened about my lil sis who is now studying in MRSM, Pontian...

but i did follow her to her dorm room so i know some of it 'might' be true..

i don't really want to talk about it so gonna stop here..

because i just...

like really~..

she's like from a different generation than i am..

we are quite far a part from one another, age wise that is..

so i seriously don't know how to deal with her..

i'm already late in posting this due to her shenanigans..

so yeah...

i don't really want to talk about her but the result of today's events are all centered on her so that's why my post for today had essences of her..

that's all folks..

bye  bye..

A/N: gifs are not mine..the wifi too are not mine..i 'borrowed' my aunt's wifi..hihi XDD

2013.04.20 i WANT to be productive...

hello, everyone...

so, i'm still here in Shah Alam..

right after i posted yesterday, i totally dozed off..

i only woke up near midnight and realized i haven't even washed my face and was on the sofa..

geez~...

i was soo tired..

i hope i didn't SNORE while i was sleeping...

so, i'm planning to go home today..

but i haven't buy my ticket..

well, i'll just gamble like i always do...

>.<

i'm happy that i can go home and all..

but the thing is i'll be sad (?) too...

why?

it's coz i won't have any connection to the internet..

yeah~!

i don't have wifi or anything at my home..

my neighbours have wifi but they are too "GENEROUS" about it..

so my feels like now is..

and since i'm such a boring person, i haven't really planned to do anything for the holidays..

but i wished to do something productive still..

maybe i'll start writing..

or i don't know..

will see about it..

anyway i hope the weather will be fine in the evening..

for now it is but i kind of feel like its going to turn bad somehow..

just another one of my feels..

~.~"

A/N: while writing this post, i realized it was a Saturday today.. WTF brain?! 

so, the gifs are not mine..

but enjoy this gif of dancing potato..

happy holidays, everybody~!!! (^_~)*

2013.04.19 HayWire (*A*)~...

hye, everyone..

so before anything else...

who's going home today??

huh??

who??

well, i'm jealous of those who are going home or already at home today...

i can also go home today but i don't know...

i've finished and submitted my assignments already...

yeay~!!! \(^O^)/

so there's nothing that can hold me from going home...

except my sleepiness..

*i haven't sleep properly these past few days*

that's why i talk nonsense and is easily irritated.. >.<"

gosh, i hate travelling..

unless someone else is driving then i'm fine..

i'll just have to sit in the car and enjoy the ride..

guh~!!!!

i can't take this anymore~!!!

i really need to find a BOYFRIEND so that i don't feel that travelling is a nuisance..

i can go travelling with my boyfriend too...

LOL XDD

what am i saying?!

guess my brain had really gone haywire..

 actually what i need is for a guy to come up to me and say...

~i WANT to Ohno-kun but....~

~.~"

now my post doesn't make any sense anymore..

so i'm gonna leave...

bye, guys...

til next time...

A/N: Yeay holidays...gifs are not mine...

2013.04.18 Gifs abusing day...

so i'm in a slump today...

i 'purposedly' missed the morning class so that i have some time to rest, sleep, or whatever..

*i didn't sleep last night*

my assignment is still under construction..

oh and the open book test...

don't even ask..

gosh~..!!!

so here are my feels for today..

long sigh actually..

really like SUPER long..

really no point to this actually..

but still...

don't even know what to comment...

...

even this gif..

makes me feel like...

vvvvv

well, this..

i'm just...

*sighes*

really i'm done here..

so that's all...

~.~"

about the assignments...

well....

things will work out...

for it to actually work..

another all nighter today too..

oh, well..

(-O.O-)

so greetings and goodbye..

A/N: so far none of the gifs i've used are mine..

(*w*)

2013.04.17 like i said~...

hello beautiful people~..

so i'm here for today..

i've installed adobe photoshop CS5 just now..

so i'm gonna start on the assignments after this..

so i'm dropping by only for awhile..

so today, there's a "conflict" (?) between my fellow classmates..
not gonna tell what really happened..
the pic above speaks for itself..
*well, obviously someone flipped today*
but~..

i hope you guys can get along back despite what happen..

nakayoshi naro yo nee.. :)

so i just want to point back to my entry HERE ..

looking back at the entry makes me feel like a fortune teller..

like the entry is a premonition for something that going to happen..

LOL me.. ~.~"

anyway...

we are all EPC students so i hope we can really act professionally even among us..

so don't make fun of others..

you may think it as a joke but someone would be hurt..

so for all that matters, just be forgiving to each other nee..

leaving that aside, today, we've finished the presentation on the research papers/ academic writing..

we had also safely hand in the finished written assignments..

then came the time for serious "torihiki" business with dr.O regarding the submission date of his assignments..

well, i got until next tuesday to finish it..

but i'm gonna go ahead and try do it and finish it by this friday..

i want my SWEET (more like dull but still) vacation time to start early too..

so wish me luck..!!!

(^.~)*

just coz..

tehee.. :D

so that's all for today..

i'm busy so bye2..

A/N: pic and gifs are not mine..

well i'll eventually, make my own gifs someday.. XDD