i went to the program today..(see title)
as one of the facilitator for group TEN (10)..
let me say this...
i KNOW that i am NOT the leader of the facilitator for group 10..
my leader is a woman and there's another one guy and there's ME, so in total there are three facilitators in group 10..
on the meeting night before the program that is on the next day, we met and i suggest that we should each be responsible for one LDK..
and their response was like urmm, yeah, ok, that''s a good idea..
so at the program i handled the ICE BREAKING session and the activities for LDK 3 for group 10..
i don't want to comment much about how the other facis are handling their LDK but if i have to put it in one word, TERRIBLE..
actually it was OK and i think it is rated OK because of me..
i'm NOT trying to brag but that's what i thought of the LDK they've conducted..
it would TOTALLY be terrible IF not because of me..
the thing is..
i realized that through the whole day of the program, i spoke A LOT and in fact i spoke A LOT MORE that the participants did..
i actually realized this fact and was planning to say my sorrys at the my end speech but the other faci (guy) was doing his own ending speech before me and he complaint that i talked too much..
he also said that he did not see much participation from others and it was only me who are speaking in the LDK i conducted..
he said that due to my EXCESSIVE talking, the others become unable to speak or more like i did not allow them (the participants) to speak at all..
this is NOT TRUE..!!!
IT IS A BIG FAT LIE~!!!
well now let me give you guys the full view of the situation..
i DID talked a lot during the program..
that is because the group i'm in charged of are kind of passive or maybe just shy..
i DID try to make them join in to do the activities..
but they would just have a long 'ummmmm' time or rather wait until i say 'it's ok and next~!!!'..
i am concerned about the time spend for the LDK parts that's why when the participants are having a bit too much of their 'ummmmm' time, i spoke up to help the activity move on..
i DID NOT refrain them from speaking instead i was working into pushing them to speak..
i thought that maybe they don't have an idea so i fed them with some ideas of my own and some did give feedbacks although not as a good as i thought it would be..
but still they had got something FROM ME..
i want them to get something from the activities done so i SPOKE UP...!!!
DAMMIT~!!!!
it not like i'm that fond of speaking in the public OK~!!!!
i was just trying to lift up their spirits and do a proper job as their faci..
so i tend to be the clown for most the time..
but in the end they did confessed to me that they had a great time and did get something good from me..
the things here is that DOUCHE-BAG, that little piece of SHIT just had to complaint about me in front of the participants..
that is totally UNPROFESSIONAL...
if you got something to say to me say it to my face..
*oh yeah who am i kidding right?! neither of them actually say anything of worth to me or look at my face properly through the whole program..they even ignored my questions and all of a sudden 'IT'S BECAUSE SHE TALKED TOO MUCH THAT THE ACTIVITIES ARE NON-PRODUCTIVE'..*
WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM MAN?!!!
JUST SAY IT TO MY FACE!!! NOT TO THE OTHERS..
AND LET ME SAY THIS TO BOTH OF THE OTHER FACIS IN MY GROUP..
YOU GUYS SUCKS..
YOU (WOMAN) STOP TALKING ONLY TO THE GUY IF YOU GOT QUESTIONS..
ASK ME INSTEAD..
I WAS THE ONE WHO WERE HOLDING ON TO THE TENTATIVE PAPER WHEN YOU WERE LATE ON THE FIRST MEETING!!!
SO I KNOW MORE AND AM MUCH MORE CLEAR ON WHAT TO DO!!!
I'M NOT A FREAKING DUMMY OK BUT YOU DID MAKE ME LOOK LIKE ONE..
SO, THANK YOU VERY MUCH BITCH!!!
AND FYI, I DON'T SEE AN OUNCE OF LEADERSHIP ABILITY IN YOU..
I KNOW IT'S NOT FAIR FOR ME TO JUDGE HER ABILITY FROM JUST ONE ENCOUNTER BUT SHE TOTALLY FAILED AS A LEADER THIS TIME AROUND..
AND TO THE GUY WITH 'SMALL DICK' OR NO 'DICK' AT ALL, WOULD YOU THINK YOUR URMMMMM AND YEAH~ WOULD KEEP THE PROGRAM RUNNING FOR THE WHOLE DAY?!
NO, I DON'T THINK SO..
I HATE BOTH OF YOU (WOMAN AND GUY) BUT SOMEHOW, I HATE YOU MORE DUDE FOR DISGRACING MY FACE..
IT'S MUCH BETTER IF YOU TAKE PRAGMATICS CLASS AND LEARN MORE ABOUT 'POLITENESS' WITH DR.CYNTHIA YOU SCUM..
I GIVE YOU A JOB WELL DONE TO HAVE MADE ME THIS AGITATED..
*REALLY, A BIG CLAP FOR THIS DOUCHE-BAG OVER HERE..*
oh and by the way..
you said my ldk part sucks?!
remember the magical moment when the mc at last talked about the 'shake shake leg' part?
yeah that was during my ldk part you MORON~!!!
i did talk much but i also did a miracle in making the guy who the mc claimed did not speak in english at all in class to actually join in into the discussion during my ldk you piece of garbage~!!!
i am not sorry for my language in writing this post..
NOT EVEN AN OUNCE~!!!
you (guy) should drop this course quickly because you HAVE NO sense of professionalism..
or just don't bother coming to this kind of program in the future..
the both of you and since you (woman) doesn't know how to be a leader to others then don't EVER take up the responsibility to be a leader..
your ship will sink, your company will go bankrupt and you will just bring failure to those under you so please don't bother ok..
that's all..
bye guys...
i'm out...
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